mencari pijakan baru
supaya tidak salah bersikap

terlalu berharap pada si akar
saat kayu ini mulai melemah
berharap ia menguatkan
dengan pijakannya ke tanah
hingga tidak membuatku jatuh
terlalu berharap pada hujan
yang selalu turun saat kekeringan
berharap ia menyejukkan
hingga tidak membuatku kehausan
terlalu berharap pada matahari
yang akan terbit sepanjang siang
berharap ia menumbuhkan kuncupku
hingga membuatku berkembang lagi

tampaknya itu berlebihan
aku kayu yang kuat
yang sudah dibuat sedemikian rupa
hingga tahan ratusan tahun lamanya
aku sudah ada di tempat yang seharusnya
di mana alam membantuku hidup dan bernyawa
tak pantaslah aku meminta minta
berharap lebih pada mereka
karena Tuhan telah mengatur semua
aku masih bisa bicara pada ranting, daun, dan bunga
dan menjadi tempat untuk mereka menetap

jangan banyak berharap
menerimalah....

i just miss you

thats all i can

I've seen you

I know you

But I don't know

How to connect

so I disconnect

ive got fever a few days ago
but, right now im totally in a good mood to finish my thesis
welw...

meanwhile, my family is getting bussy with my sister wedding
but, it happen again. after two years ago people gossiping me, engaged with my boyfriend, right now they gossiping me again, that i will married by the september 26 this year...
welw...im not surprise with that fake flasnews
hohoho
free publicity..hahaha....
no no just kidding...

ill see you in my other gossip..
hihihi

just want to know, how do i look with my messy make up, and messy thought...

eekh ada bunyi sms...
sms siapa tuh? (ngarep...)

communication

For 27 years I've been trying to believe and confide in
Different people I've found.
Some of them got closer then others
Some wouldn't even bother and then you came around
I didn't really know what to call you, you didn't know me at all
But I was happy to explain.
I never really knew how to move you
So I tried to intrude through the little holes in your veins

And I saw you
But that's not an invitation
That's all I get
If this is communication
I disconnect
I've seen you, I know you
But I don't know
How to connect, so I disconnect

You always seem to know where to find me and I'm still here behind you
In the corner of your eye.
I'll never really learn how to love you
But I know that I love you through the hole in the sky.

Where I see you
And that's not an invitation
That's all I get
If this is communication
I disconnect
I've seen you, I know you
But I don't know
How to connect, so I disconnect

Well this is an invitation
It's not a thread
If you want communication
That's what you get
I'm talking and talking
But I don't know
How to connect
And I hold a record for being patient
With your kind of hesitation

the cardigans